Let us sit side by side on ground covered with leaves. Maybe then you could be honest. I might just find comfort in the misgivings you present to me.

I stood and the world turned black, but I kept walking. Maybe if I collapsed, you could know without me saying a word. Maybe it would go away, disappear into quiet evenings watching you watching nothing. I ran a soothing bath and laid there for awhile, not moving, just feeling warmth. My eyes started to get heavy and I drifted off, thinking about how i would say it. What would be the easiest way, how could you have no other choice but to embrace me?
I heard your boots before I heard you. I opened my eyes and there you were observing me.
You have come to me many times. You haven't come to me enough. You come when you know I am alone.
With you there, thoughts of changing my own morals twisted in my mind. Which in turn, the thoughts make me changed already.

I am nothing constantly.

This existence will cause you to not understand. This existence could be wrong for everyone, but me.